Excruciating pain
Which drove me insane
Excited about giving birth
Yet each minute I’m screaming for the nurse
Finally Malachi’s here
His painful journey taught me to always be aware
Now the hard part is done
Next in line are years to come raising my son

Listen,

How do I say,

Sorry,

And there’s a stranger in my house,

Hold on,

What happened to that girl,

Your summer love,

Next to you,

Day and night,

When I was gone,

No one,

Or someone that you’re with,

Aint no way,

I’m your substitute lover,

I gave my heart to you,

Just me and you,

Time after time,

I questioned,

Being with you,

Wait a minute,

Didn’t I tell you,

I wanna be,

Free,

Far away,

Gone,

All because of you,

I’m all cried out,

Tell me what you want me to do,

Stay,

Work it out,

Start all over,

Never,

You’re a heartbreaker

There’s no let’s stay together,

Putting that on everything,

Heart to heart,

I will always love you,

But it’s over now,

And I’m so over you.

I am sweet and caring

I wonder what my job would be in the future

I hear a cat bark

I see Jamaica

I want to live in Paris

I am sweet and caring.

I pretend that I am an actress

I feel like i am a butterfly that is free

I touch the rain drops that fall

I worry about provety

I cry when my grandmother died

I am sweet and caring.

I understand that i might mess up from tim to time but i will learn

I stay that being a fashion editor is my future

I dream about how would life be 10 years from now

I try to stay on the right track

I hope that life is not hard for me

I am sweet and caring.

This feeling

feeling o so refreshingly refind

  I’m thinking

thinking of a for blue moon

cold

touch the frozen skies of a icy mind

now I

sit back and wash these sorrows chit chat

on the

mirrors of this pitiful pool of sadness

these wards they go tick tock like a clock

spining

spining

turning the wheels of confusion

stiring

stiring

my mind into a brick wall

pause

this all comes to an end.